Wednesday, October 3, 2012

The Last Goodbye by Cecil Bethea


The wind blew straight down from the Yukon chilling the plains of eastern Colorado and the town of Whitney.  Don walked past the sere, brown grass on either side, toward the 1920's bungalow.  After crossing the porch, he opened the screen door and unlocked the front door.  The living room was so empty that it looked as though a family had not lived there for twenty-six years.  Back when he was five, the Folks had bought the house and moved into its more spacious quarters.  Only vaguely could he remember running through the empty rooms which seemed so vast before Dad, helped by Uncles Sam, Bill, and Bob, had arrived with the family’s possessions.


The house needed a good cleaning–especially the windows.  Thank God, for the Mary and Martha Society.  They were ladies from the Baptist Church.  With the motto, “We make bad times a little better”.  Part of their Christian duty.  Actually they had organized the auction for the all the stuff that he and the girls had not wanted.  Tomorrow the ladies would come to give the house a good cleaning.  Have to send them a really nice check for all their help.


Looking around the empty room he remembered it crowded with people and furniture.  Dad’s and Mom’s lounge chairs had sat side by side on the other side of the fireplace facing the TV against the front wall.  The Christmas tree had always stood before the front widows so that they could share its glory with passers-by.  Eleanor had wanted the print of Canaletto’s GRAND CANAL.  Wonder how it would look decorating a wall in Silicon Valley?  


Looking back, the dining room was a waste of space considering how seldom they had used it along with the “good” dishes.  On Holidays, birthdays, and Sundays and from time to time.  Never would forget the Thanksgiving that an errant football, thrown by his cousin Percy, had blasted the window to smithereens about an hour before the meal.  Couldn’t have bought a piece of glass in Denver on Thanksgiving.  No problem for Dad and the uncles.  They covered the empty sash with a piece of plywood chinked with an old blanket.  All done and over by the time the turkey was taken from the oven.


The folks’ room never really interested him what with Mom having a strict policy of knocking before opening a closed door.  Besides he had checked it out and found nothing interesting except some photograph albums inherited from his grandparents which he studied from time.  People, long dead, posed before antique cars. 


His sisters shared a room which he later found more interesting.  Nothing really dirty just an interest in how girls were different from boys.  Had to do his snooping when alone at home. 


His room seemed so small.  He wondered how a chest of drawers, a desk and chair, and a set of bunk beds could crammed into such a small space.  Here he had had high dreams, found solace from psychic stings, and read about the rest of the world outside of Winston and Kiowa County.


The kitchen was the center of the family’s life and certainly Mom’s life.  She spent most of her time cooking for us.  We ate practically all of our meals over there at the table in the corner.  Some kind of meat, potatoes, at least one vegetable, a salad, and some sort of desert.  Mom liked to try recipes from the women’s magazines.  Women don’t cook like that any more –don’t have the time.  He left the house keys on the mantel for Bill Roberts, the real estate agent.


Suddenly he realized that after the house was sold he’d have no ties to Winston except Longview Cemetery.  They still owned three burial plots of the five that the Folks had bought years ago.  Maybe they could be sold.

He realized it would be two o’clock before he got to Denver.  Before getting into his car, he stood buffeted by the High Plains wind, studied the house once more ,and then drove off without looking back.


About the Author


My Biography in 264 Words

          Although I have done other things, my fame now rests upon the durability of my partnership with Carl Shepherd; we have been together for forty-two years and nine months as of today, August 18the, 2012.

          Although I was born in Macon, Georgia in 1928, I was raised in Birmingham during the Great Depression.  No doubt I still carry invisible scars caused by that era.  No matter we survived.  I am talking about my sister, brother, and I.  There are two things that set me apart from people.  From about the third grade I was a voracious reader of books on almost any subject.  Had I concentrated, I would have been an authority by now; but I didn’t with no regrets.

          After the University of Alabama and the Air Force, I came to Denver.  Here I met Carl, who picked me up in Mary’s Bar.  Through our early life we traveled extensively in the mountain West.  Carl is from Helena, Montana, and is a Blackfoot Indian.  Our being from nearly opposite ends of the country made “going to see the folks” a broadening experience.  We went so many times that we finally had “must see” places on each route like the Quilt Museum in Paducah, Kentucky and the polo games in Sheridan, Wyoming.  Now those happy travels are only memories.

          I was amongst the first members of the memoire writing class.  While it doesn’t offer criticism, it does offer feedback.  Also just trying to improve your writing helps no end.

          Carl is now in a nursing home, I don’t drive any more.  We totter on. 

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