Friday, June 17, 2016

The First Person I Came Out to, by Louis


A couple of years ago, I did a story on my unsuccessful transgender friend. He/She had his male organ removed in a premature sex change operation; he missed his organ so much that he committed suicide. This was in the 1960’s. His name was “Romain”; well his given name was Richard. I met him in the 7th grade. Romain was the first person I was truly honest with. But it was more like he read me – what they call nowadays “gaydar”.

Romain had an IQ of 160, he was technically a genius. Geniuses see things, relationships that ordinary people cannot. He was a year younger than I, but he had developed a significant number of friends in West Greenwich Village, in poetry clubs and art studios, that sort of thing. Sometimes I would tag along to meet them. So even in the 7th grade I had a sort of reasonably gay-positive social life.

For a while I even lived in an apartment on West 14 Street. In those days, gay men were so “unspeakable” in the early 1960’s that we sort of did not exist. It was a kind of repression I guess. But the positive side of not existing is that we had a certain kind of freedom. We could cruise in Washington Square Park, and no one would notice. Mostly if cops saw us, they would not put two and two together if two guys winked at each other. If two men held hands, which happened occasionally, the public would assume they were cousins from a Hispanic country.

In a word, at an early age, I learned about the dangers transsexuals face when it comes to the question of deciding yes or no to the surgery; I appreciated the nascent gay culture coming alive in Greenwich Village, New York.

© 27 Apr 2016 

About the Author 


I was born in 1944, I lived most of my life in New York City, Queens County. I still commute there. I worked for many years as a Caseworker for New York City Human Resources Administration, dealing with mentally impaired clients, then as a social work Supervisor dealing with homeless PWA's. I have an apartment in Wheat Ridge, CO. I retired in 2002. I have a few interesting stories to tell. My boyfriend Kevin lives in New York City. I graduated Queens College, CUNY, in 1967.

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