Monday, June 3, 2013

The Interview by Betsy


“So, Betsy, what makes you think that your soul should be allowed to move forward and take residence in a higher creature, a creature better than yourself?”

“The application for elevation of my soul that you sent me says I must demonstrate that I have made a supreme effort to be honest, trustworthy, loving to my partner and family and friends, and sensitive to the feelings of others.   It may have taken me a lifetime, but I am quite confident I have done this and that I qualify for elevation.   And the effort has continued throughout my life.  I try to be loving to people I am close to.  Sometimes I do get wrapped up in my own activities and I forget to be considerate to my partner, but mostly I am loving and I do try. 

“I have been conscientious about following the rules.  Actually, I did follow the rules early in life.  I suppose they were my parent’s rules; but when I became an adult I realized the rules were different depending on who made them.  I mean, I was married to a man because I heard that marriage is only between a man and a woman.  But then, I learned that that rule wasn’t the truth.  And I tried to follow the guidance of my soul.  Yes, I did have to hurt the man I married, but he got over it and is better off for it now.  The important thing is it was not my intention to hurt him. 

“I’ve always tried to be as honest as I possibly can.  Yes, I know. I Iied to my parents about eating the candy before dinner and well, yes, I know, about having to be sent to the cloakroom that time in the third grade, and about not doing my homework, but that was just once; and that was before I understood that I have a soul and that I have an ego that can lead me astray when I am not paying attention.  And punishment is so hard on my ego.

“The application also says I must show that I have made a positive contribution to society during my lifetime.  I bore and raised three children. I am rather counting on them to make significant contributions to the world. They are smarter than I, and they work hard.” 

“Well, Betsy, I do believe we can put you on the short list, but the committee will have to make the final consideration as to the direction your soul will take.  In the meantime, we recommend you do your best to follow the straight and narrow. Actually, in your case forget the straight, but keep that ego in check.  After all, it’s only an ego.  It has nothing really to do with your soul.  You wouldn’t want to sabotage your soul for all time just for the sake of your silly ego which is a temporary thing.  Remember, you still have a bit of road to travel before the final judgement is made.  We’ll get back to you then.”

© 16 July 2012


About the Author


Betsy has been active in the GLBT community including PFLAG, the Denver women’s chorus, OLOC (Old Lesbians Organizing for Change). She has been retired from the Human Services field for about 15 years. Since her retirement, her major activities include tennis, camping, traveling, teaching skiing as a volunteer instructor with National Sports Center for the Disabled, and learning. Betsy came out as a lesbian after 25 years of marriage. She has a close relationship with her three children and enjoys spending time with her four grandchildren. Betsy says her greatest and most meaningful enjoyment comes from sharing her life with her partner of 25 years, Gillian Edwards.


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